"Tear" is the very unique present given by God (Buddah) . Biologically it's so
simply , it's the liquid made by eyes with the brain's command . But psycholo-
gically it's so complicated , it's the reaction of emotional feeling and everyone
differs.
The boy , such like me , was been taught not to cry whereas how sad I was
or whatever my heart felt , and tear is looked as the weakness of a man . In
spite of fact , men are as sensitive , weak , and dependent as women , there
was a study said , keep controlling emtions is making more and more toxic
substances in men's body . That's why sometimes I let the tears roll down my
cheeks , at the moment that nobody notices .
In the year 2008 , I made a significant decision of my life that I'm going to
study Entertainment Business Management in Vancouver , the city 10,000 km
far from my home land . It's a unexpected decision and I've never thought that
I'd have the chance to study abroad . Every time I thought of that I will be far
far way from home alone and I couldn't see my family at least 1 year , don't
know why I shed tears all the time . They are the tears of family's love.
My flight to Vancouver was on Jan 25th at midnight , it was just the Chinese
New Year's Eve that meant I was leaving Taiwan after the Chinese New Year
Eve's dinner . The Chinese New Year is the time for the famliy gets together
no matter how the past year was , the famliy always have the dinner with
joy and laughter . But this year , I have to leave my family for my career ,
when my Mom took the food for me and encouraged me , tears blurred my
eyes and I couldn't say anything and ate the food mix with my tears .
After dinner , My Mom and Dad drove me to the airport , on the way to
the airport they kept reminding me so many and I talked back to them .
Even in the airport , we still had many arguements . But when the moment
I had to enter the customs gate , I just looked at them and started to cry .
I was so appreciated everyting they had done for me , they raised me up ,
gave me a good characteristic , they sacrificed their comfort just for offering
the better education of me , and they were willing to invest in my tuition
even I had the ability to have a loan from the bank . I didn't know how long
did I cry at the gate , I just remember my parents kept comforting me,
talking to me that I shall take care myself , wiping out of my tears and
telling me just enter the gate . I'd never forget the scene they were waving
their hands , and how much they love me . I'd never let my family to be
disappoint of me , and I'd never forget the tears rolling on my face when
I type every letter with this article .
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